welcome to my thoughts x3

Dear stranger,

so obviously i dont know you YET, but maybe i will one day…

i hope we get along and u make me smile,i love hugs,and watching movies..but for now lets leave the list that short lol…if you read this nd we end up meeting tell me u were the stranger i wished to meet!…i love meeting new ppl <3

xoxo

my dreams….

im such a dreamer but ive always been ever since i can remember i promise you i can go back in time so much that i can remember dreams from when i was like 4 or 5 i can even remember where i woke up from those dreams….

my dreams mean alot to me i was once told that i was on this earth to help and c things threw my dreams idk kinda freaky but lets not even get into that…

i cant control them sometimes there good at times there bad at times they leave and i wont dream for a couple months its like if they try to tell me something while im going threw hard times nd then they leave….

XOXO

so how abt last night i was super duper freaking hyper like to the extreme right so i ended up knocking out at 5 after my BIFFLE! didnt text me back cuz obviously she knocked out but w.e lol so i end up waking up at 12 -__- cuz i had to freaking pee so i pee nd try to go back to sleep but i couldn’t =( just my luck! so w.e i go to my living room to watch greys anatomy and my mom gets home ok im in a good mood she tells me that they called her from my school i was like wth turns out it was mr. papp my sexy assistant principal lmbo! so i hear the voicemail and he says something abt my schedule for next year so im like OMG! great news so i call him back super happy and dandy WELL!!! turns out that i was selected to have college classes kinda well not really its like if im in college ima b taking my English 4 honors class in a stupid computer lab -__- instead of an ordinary classroom so i wasnt to happy nd im like ok papp so r u calling me to tell me if i wanna accept this and he was like NO im calling to tell u that ur taking it meaning im in it already! UGH! i wanted to throw the phone i dont wanna b stuck in a computer lab! freaking boring!!! BUT anywho after that im super pissed and im telling my mom nd somehow we end up talking abt the classes im gonna take etc etc etc and i was so angry i forgot that i didnt tell my mom i have to take my stupid geometry class again (which i failed in 10th grade took it in after noon school but failed cuz me and daisy never went lol) so me and her get into an argument over that lol LOVELY!  then too put the cherry on top she tells me that i have to pay my cell phone from now on cuz she cant pay it -__- how wonderful right? NOT! so as if it wasnt bad enough i get a crappy pay check but now i have to pay my cellphone bill every month!!! 

GGGGGGRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!

Dear,little sister! <3

so its almost gonna b a year since we met,how times flies feels like yesterday but then again feels like ive known you my whole life like uve been there since day one idk its weird….you know when we first met we were the less of close to each other u were always with ur best friend (pookiee) or on the freaking cell phone with bryan geesh! idk how ur ear didnt fall off lmao,but then we started getting to know each other and hanging out nd right as we began to become closer they ripped u away from me and sent u off god knows how many freaking miles away from me in freaking NEW YORK! -__- i officially thought that was the end i wasnt gonna c u for a while i mean hello reality no one stays close with ppl that arent near u (just cuz im not there in person doesn’t mean im not there in spirit =))….REALITY CHECK! we got closer than before i didnt have a cell phone for abt 2 months while u first move but with all of that we still managed to stay in touch…after all i am ur big sister right lol….sharo u always seem to thank me for always understanding nd being there 4 u giving u advice etc etc etc BUT the truth is that i thank u for being my little sister i always wished for a little sister that would look up to me and wanna b like me someday for me to b their role model to have that sisterly bound and i find that in u….you know it scares me a lot to think of u calling me ur big sis cuz i scares me that ull wanna b like me and make my mistakes or wanna experience what ive experienced nd i wanna keep u away from making those mistakes from that pain from heart breaks from bad friendships fake ppl i mean everything u can think off nd so thats why i try my best to inform u of anything nd everything u wanna know abt life abt idk in my little of years on this earth what i have learned nd im an open book for u, for u to go to any page and read learn nd maybe not do the same stupid things i did BUT ur so stubborn nd ur your own little person u little brat lol, ull make ur own mistakes ull learn abt everything in its time just dont rush into anything cuz thats the worst thing u can do everything will come when its suppose to theres a time for everything, remember that if something is not happening for you it doesn’t mean its never going to happen it means your not ready for it ;)….mmm i can write for ever abt u and to u but i think we should leave it at that for now but just remember that ill ALWAYS! be here to hear you out to help u to lift u up after all i am the big sister! =D

i love you to death

SHAROLYNE RAMIREZ!

P.S  remember to do what makes you happy be with who makes you happy and smile laugh as much as you breath and love as long as you live “)

-__- not my favorite subject….

well my parents: my dad doesn’t live with me not even in the same country since i was in 5th grade im in 12 grade so u do the math,uuumm i only talk to him when i HAVE to cuz he sent me money or just cuz i havent heard from him in months (have to c if he is still alive u know), i only c him when i go to Colombia and honestly its a brag cuz i hate it he treats me like im a freaking 5 year old -__- ok thats enough abt him cuz its just frustrating….

my mom well its a different story shes the one that has been there for me and my brother, the one that has kept the family standing i guess,me and her cant stand each other every other 5 min of the day so u can just imagine how the week goes =/,she stresses me out so much that sometimes i dont even wanna come home,i hate! being home period (most ppl know that abt me),shes says i dont give a crap abt her and she can keep saying it cuz sometimes i think i dont but at the same time i love her to death but im just the type of person that hates showing my emotions like im not lovie dubbie with my family (only with my friends idk that doesnt make sense i guess im weird like that) ANYWHO! ok i think thats it i dont feel like talking abt this anymore!…..

STORY OF MY LIFE -__-

xoxo

oreolindax3:

so my best friend DAISY VARONA got me a unicorn jibbit<3

and my biscocho KAREN NAVARRO got me a fluffy unicorn<3

i cant wait till i get both of them (even though daisy says shes not giving it to me -.-)

dear, mr.crush (lmbo)

so i guess u would b my crush cuz i dont like u but then again u make me smile lol weird right?,mmmm i think the problem is we get along so well that its as if we have a connection some how but at the same time we cant have a connection =/ why well my heart is still taken by some one else and so is ur’s and in ur situation literally cuz ur taken which is even worse cuz the way u talk to me is how ur suppose to b talking to ur girl which kinda scares me at times cuz i dont want u to like me like that cuz im not ready for a relationship and i dont like u so it would suck for u to get ur hopes up,even though i remind u all the time were just friends and as u reply “i just want to become ur best friend” lol nice excuse which later on u end up admitting that u didnt mean that but didnt wanna act like like u actually do c me more than just a friend lol ur such a dork…but ur a super cool kid nd its awesome to have a new friend we just met a month ago but i feel like ive known u for way longer lol but for now u will stay as my dork =P

xoxo  

kay2704:

foreverjerlene:

-alwaysbenadia:

rickytickytembo:

liketherifle:

youngandundecided:potterazzi:-newperspective:bythemile:(via amirashakira, hangthecyst)

best friend- a person you know well and regard with affection and trust…when u google the word best friend thats what it is according to google…mmmm i truly believed (past tense) in ONE true friendship,even though ppl kept telling me in every possible way that their is no true best friend,i was in denial to c past my bubble but many of us are like this but we all notice at one point in time that we truly cant trust no one in this world. but then again were human (not perfect) so we tend to trust in the couple friends closest to u, which are also known as ur “best friends” right?….i cant really say or call someone my best friend right now in the point im at in life, i do have a biffle (ashley) a bro (francis) a star (sharolyne) a pookiee (kayleena) and how can i forget my “best friend” blake lol i know kinda contradicting myself right? but these are the closest ppl to me at this point the only ones that tend to care and listen to me when i need someone to listen to me ive had my ups and downs with certain of them but then again isnt that part of life its all a roller coaster or better said as lil wayne states “life is such a roller coaster then it drops but why should i scream for this is my theme park”….so what can we do were always gonna have the circle of friends that have our backs right?

xoxo

Dear Schmukums , 

I love you so much . We got along right from the start. I love how easily I could talk to you. How you don’t judge. Along with Ash I wouldn’t know what I would do without you two in my life. Sure we may not talk that much like before, but I’m always thinking about you, and how you are. I thank you for being there for me when i needed you most. You guys are definition of true friends. I miss you like crazyy too! . I love you schmukums <3 

sharolynex3:

 Dear, Karen

Thank you for understanding me and making me feel better when no one else can. I love you and thank you for everything. Theres no one better then you to go to advice for<3